Who am I?

Share your Personal Problems

Who am I? My life sucks see i am really a beautiful charming girl and wherever i go guys follow and girls wand to be friends with me i have class i wear nice clothes and i pretend to be arrogant okay this is what's on the outside, what's inside me is that i have been through a rough childhood got sexually harassed several times,beating up by maids step moms and ... i could never say no to anyone even a stranger even if it's a bad thing i was living in fear, my parents got divorced when i was 6 my father is an old man and my mother is 14 years older than me she left my sister my brother and i after the divorced to look for money and come and take us with her with no diploma and being only 20 years old she did managed to become rich and come and save us 10 years after, how did she do it well okay see when my parents were married before the divorce my father sent my mother to sex workers himself and he takes the money after her meeting an old french guy to take care of her she finally divorced my father, they didnt workout after one year of marriage. she continued her work till she found an Egyptian guy who saved her and us from all this misery offered us houses cars and money and two lovely sisters well he has a wife and he only saw his daughter twice and the other one never before. SO What should i do i have all this pain inside me i cant trust people i've never went out on a date just some kissing when i am in clubs and never answer their phone calls i dont know how to not act weird in front of my friends so they leave me at the end i only have one best friend she's 4 years older than me she watch out for me but now she's studying in Rome and i study in Paris we see each other on holidays but when we talk she's always talking about these guys she dates and all the going out she does and she's happy i feel jealous really jealous because i am more beautiful more classy even smarter and i have charm that is something rare but with all this potential i am not using it because i am too chicken why is that? i really want love but i dont know what love is. more ...Statistics : 1 Post || 2 Views Post by miims007