tormented by memories of ex-lover

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tormented by memories of ex-lover hi, i fell in love with a guy and he too did all things to impress me...he shared a lot of things about his family and kindled the womanly love in me for his family...he made me feel his family as my own...suddenly, he left me and doesnt respond to my calls..i'm basically a very shy person...i dont share anything with anyone..i trusted this guy so much and i felt for the first time in my life that i found someone who understood me and was tender with me...so,i was thrown into mental depression with lots of agony and sorrow when this guy left me...i had lost interest to live and the thought of suicide crossed my mind more often than not...i wasnt able to commit suicide coz of the fear of death.. and from some days nw, a new feeling has come to possess me...the more i think of how happy he was with me and how happy he is now, i feel that i want to take revenge...i cant stand to see that son of a bitch leading a happy life leaving me all shattered and broken...one part of me yearns to take revenge on that son of a bitch and make this my life's mission.. but, the sane part of me says i'm wasting my time over some stupid guy and says me to move on...bt still, at times i get the strong sense of revenge and get depressed whenever even a small thing goes wrong...can anyone please suggest me how to move on? i just want to forget everything and start afresh... bt, at times i'm still being thrown into this war of minds and lose my peace.. i'm just 21 and half now and i know that i've got a life ahead and got to focus on my career...bt, whn i get this contradiction in my mind, i'm at a loss..i lose my composure...so,could anyone suggest some tips for me to move on? more ...Statistics : 1 Post || 9 Views Post by sakshi tagore